July 24, 2009

some days are so brutal.

today was one of those days.  one thing after another.  i had to take a walk around the block at work to avoid losing it at work.  and on top of the work stress, i got a text from a friend saying that her dad (a second father to me) tried to overdose on pills.  sometimes, all i want is somebody to give me a hug.  somebody i can just put my head in their lap and not say anything.  somebody that will just give me a sense of comfort and connection.  i know i will meet that somebody soon.  until then, i just have to deal with days like today all by myself.